So I've been chatting online with my nieces more often lately. I was talking with Breeana, who just turned 12, and we had this conversation tonight:
(I was telling her about how our neighbor is possibly coming over tomorrow to talk about buying our house so we can move back to Ohio.)
Breeana: i hope they do cause u need to get back down here cause i miss u really bad cause u'r the best ever and i <3 u alot
Carrie: lol - yes, we hope so too. we can't wait to be nearby so we can hang out with you guys, go to bday parties, etc.
Breeana: kkkkkkkkoooooooooooolllllllllllllllllliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiooooooooo
Breeana: what u doin now?
Carrie: reading some blogs
Breeana: what blogs u readin
Breeana: ?????????????
Carrie: blogs by other people who can't get pregnant. lots of advice in them.
Breeana: oh like what
Carrie: about the different treatments there are, what happens in them, how you feel on the drugs, the risks from them, that kind of stuff. kind of scary actually.
Breeana: yea id say
Carrie: yeah. i'm kind of scared about the treatments we are going to try this summer. i apologize in advance if I become a crazy lady or cry for no reason... it's all a side effect of the medicines I'll be on.
Breeana: its ok don't be that scared u'r brave enough to get thourgh all of the medisines that u have to take but i know u and u'r brave enough to do all of that stuff so if u get scared then idk u then cause i knw u'r brave and don't ever change all of that in u ok cause then ill be scaered to
Breeana: thats was a lot
Carrie: aw... thanks, bree. it is scary but this is part of the reason i want to move back to ohio, too. i'll have you guys around us to support us through it all. this past summer was really hard because we were alone through all of it.
Bree's the oldest of my nieces and nephews and she was always my buddy. I've basically missed the last four years of her life because I moved out of state, but apparently, she is growing into a sensitive and caring teenager. This makes me happy.